I've been havin this same dream over and over again, and I need help
So let me just start off by saying that first of all, I would never come to the internet for help. I've got too many other people in my actual life to for that, but I don't feel comfortable explaining this to them. And I get frustrated having to repeat myself and telling stories that they would probably laugh at when I'm serious, so I've came here.
So to start off, the dream is about me and this girl I know, we've known (and liked) each other for about a year now, but I get nervous real easy around girls and just haven't done anything yet. So that's what this is basically about.
So my dream- it's that the entire world is in a zombie apocalypse (stupid, I know, but I have an incredibly deadly, loathing fear of zombies even though they don't exist), and I'm in highschool. I somehow make it there alive, and then we go to the gym and we all get split up into 2 teams where none of us know each other. We leave the gym, the safe hold, and directly outside is a hall of scattered zombies. The only weapons I have are a pocket knife, hammer and a gun that I never used, and a pair of brass knuckles. But for some reason... I barely ever used my weapons. I just push the zombies away, or I punched them in the face with the BKs. I would swing the hammer every now and then, but I primarily attacked with my body.
Anyway, after a while the whole team either gets seperated or torn apart by other zombies while we scream and run, and the dream feel so real that the adrenaline could kill me and it's horrifying. So anyway, I run down a dark alleyway with like, 3 or 4 zombies and turn the corner into a dead end with 2 doors I have to choose to take.
The first door is very heavily built. The door looks secure, closed and locked in, and is very heavily guarded with gates around it that have spoke wires, the things that prick you when you touch them. The door is red with a yellow 'danger, toxic' symbol on it, and has a green lighting around it. At first sight, that's the only one you would see, but for some reason I'm intimidated by it to not go in. The I look to the right, away from the light and gates, and there's another door there. It's smaller, more modest, made of steel and has a locked door. It's black, so it blended in with the wall (and it was night), so I had to look harder. I don't have time to pick and choose (I've got 5 zombies closing in on me), and I very willingly choose the black, smaller door to the right. I bang and bang and bang on it, and then the girl I like finally comes and opens it up for me.
I finish up the zombies behind me and walk in, and we just stare at each other for like, 4 seconds. It's like we were meeting each other for the first time, so I didn't know what to say. Then she says that the 'professor' is about to come back and I need to hide. When I first look around when I come in, it's an incredibly closed room. There's a very narrow entrance that's no longer than 3 feet long and 4 feet wide, then there's only one main room with a backroom I never really got to see for myself. But because I'm omniscient in my own dream, I can tell you what it was. But in the main room, it's pretty tiny, around 10x8 feet. It's like an office. The floor is made of some type of fine, black marble, and there's a computer desk with the back towards the door. It's dark for the most part, but is dimly lit in front of the computer, with a bright blue light that seems to just cover the couch (that I'm about to mention) and the desk. Then when you go forward and look to the right, there's a small, one person couch that the girl is usually laying sideways on. Then, in the backroom it's about 4x5 feet, is lit by a white light and has walls of this stuff that's too small to tell what it is.
Anyway, she tells me the professor is coming and I have to hide, so she opens this door to the side of me that I didn't even notice and shoves me in it. So I'm in there and see a supply of food... mainly chips and pringles (what can I say, even in my dreams its not a party unless there's pringles). So I open a can of the mini pringles, original, then I start listening in on the girl and the professor. And he's just talking something about his old life and how things used to be in the world. I'm very interested in his story, and am just listening. He's a very nice person, he's at least 60 and heavy set with a white lab coat. She then takes me out and I introduce myself to him. He agrees to let me stay with them, so then we leave out into their car and head home to where they live.
Then it's fast forwarding, and we're all in a car along with these 3 other people who I guess we met along the way. I always die in a different way, but I didn't this time even though I just barley escaped. Me and this other guy get out and go are about to head into what seems to be dollar tree to get some material. So while we're walking, the zombies start coming and he's swinging his heavier bat while I'm swinging my smaller but way more effective hammer. He hits one zomebie, I knock 2, but as we keep going to the door it's like it keeps on extending further away, so we're just walking in place, but we're creating more distance between us and the car. More zombies start to get in the way, so we're swinging and panicking and have to run back to the car, as fast as we can. So the car is being rocked by 4 zombies and we have to fend them all off. He gets beaten and tooken away in the process, while I run around the car to the other side to get in. Then while I'm opening the door, 2 of these girl zombies I also know are heading towards me. I dive in the car sideways, and shove my feet out to push them back. One was in red, the second in blue, the 3rd one out of nowhere in white. I manage to push them back, and am so scared that I finally wake up. While more zombies are closing in the front and the back of the car.
I know she's barely mentioned in except for 1 part of the dream, but to be honest I'm thinking about the girl in my head the whole time, I can't NOT think about her. And when I'm getting in the car and the 3 girls attack me, I'm instead of thinking about my own safety, am thinking about her and what might happen if I die. When I wake up, my heart is pounding, but my eyes are still dim and half shut because I knew it was a dream. My heart quickly woke me up though, and I got up and wrote this, troubled.
I know this probably won't get any attention at all, but if anybody is interested and wants to post/comment or help, then I'd greatly appreciate it. Thanks for the read, just need to vent this.